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[alt_sirius]

How long have you known?

I swear I always thought he didn't fancy blokes.

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[alt_sirius]

I suppose I convinced myself he couldn't feel the way I did - well, the way I thought I did, back then - and then when it looked like he might have been the traitor I just - it made me hate him, ten times worse I reckon, than I might have done otherwise.

But now ... I wish we had that time back. All those years wasted. Can't be helped. We'll have to make up the loss, I suppose.

Do us a favour though and not a word yet? We're all good here, I

[alt_sirius]

Whoops.

I was saying. Dora's fine, we're all working things out together. But I dunno how the others will take it.

We're just a different sort of family, I guess.

I hope.

[alt_alice]

Mum's the word, my love.

And as long as you continue to work things out, you'll be fine by me.

It's never perfect in real life, no matter what the storybooks say, so we've all got to find out how we can carve our own way the best we can. And some ways are a bit more roundabout than others.

I hope things will end up better than they have been. For all of you. Because you all deserve happiness, and to be with someone who loves you.

And Sirius Orion Black, you do right by him. Promise me that.

[alt_sirius]

It'll take the rest of my life, Allie.


Which, really, is fine with me.

Though I don't think you've any idea how much it scares me, that sort of pressure.