I don't need a lecture on safe sex, Remus. Believe me, I've had enough of it to know how to achieve protection. You're not listening to what I'm saying. She lied about her contraceptive charm. She lied about my needing any additional countermeasures.
She started off insisting that she expects nothing from me, she's doing this to fulfill her own needs and all that. Knew how I felt and doesn't want me to feel like I've got to change my life to suit her.
But that's a lie as well, isn't it?
Even if the child is my by-blow, in which case I know I will feel responsible - probably more than you can imagine - I can't see a future for her and me. That's why the paternity matters. Because if the child really is a Black, well ... then there are things I'd want to ... provide. But if it's not - then she took her risk. She made her choice.
And I can't see trusting her with the secret of Moddey Dhoo, either. Not when she'd do something as rash as this without thinking it all through.
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Date: 2011-07-10 08:53 pm (UTC)She started off insisting that she expects nothing from me, she's doing this to fulfill her own needs and all that. Knew how I felt and doesn't want me to feel like I've got to change my life to suit her.
But that's a lie as well, isn't it?
Even if the child is my by-blow, in which case I know I will feel responsible - probably more than you can imagine - I can't see a future for her and me. That's why the paternity matters. Because if the child really is a Black, well ... then there are things I'd want to ... provide. But if it's not - then she took her risk. She made her choice.
And I can't see trusting her with the secret of Moddey Dhoo, either. Not when she'd do something as rash as this without thinking it all through.